No one reads this blog any more, so i'm probably just talking to myself! Well lately i've been in thinking about my home and my family....sigh. I'm uprooting my poor little kiddies from their new wonderful home and taking them to California (thought the day would never come). I am excited for the new adventure but i just want to stay home and live a normal life!! I don't want to loose more friends, i don't want to loose our callings, i don't want to give up my house!!! i just want to cry about it. I will be strong.....i will go on.